hi, my name is edward im 39 years old .ive recently had back seurgery (5 months ago). all my bills are piling up on me. ive vist local churches for help. but recevived same reply avalible funding is over the limit for the month. my bills are up t0 $4000 now my electric will be getting cut off . my seungin for my back is refusing to see me now. im needing help an wondering if life is worth livin